actually, not all.

"hindi lahat ng unang tibok ng puso ay pag-ibig..."


I learned that from our Filipino class earlier.. "Kaya kayo, 4-N, mag-iingat kayo ah!"


Nothingness fills up my all. I don't see anyone, anything, anywhere. It always seem that my soul is always departing from my body to look for its own master. Even though it knows that I need it, it will still go away from me, for it is not comfortable living with me.

Anywho, it's already Friday tomorrow. The week ends soooo fast. I didn't even feel that it was already Thursday today. I want to be stuck in time. I want to live with my friends, forever, in my Alma Mater, dearest school. But everybody knows that I could not. I still need to proceed with tomorrow, but of course, i shouldn't forget what happened yesterday.

Darn. I couldn't think of anything to be placed here. I simply want to create another post today. To be honest, I even want to do it last night, but assignments hindered my will. I'm also worrying about her slash him slash them.

Trust. It can easily be given, but difficult to earn if lost.

There was a girl that I love so much. I treated her as my own sister already. But, she lost my trust. I told her a secret that I never told anyone, even to my best friend. But she betrayed me. She did something that hurt me. Why would she do that if she really loves me?

I want to be hers again, and i want her to be mine. And that's the problem with me. I forgive and forget so easily, so my closest friends could do whatever they want to do with me, without fearing that they might lose me. I really desire to change that way of living. Of course, everybody needs limits, and I want to discover mine.


I love him, I'm a liar, would you believe me?