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Wednesday, January 21, 2009

start of arrivals..

december 27


Tita Susan!!


She is supposed to arrive at 11am here in the Philippines, but since the ground crew of Cathay Pacific is on strike, she arrived here at 10.30pm. nays?!


For us not to spend much for paying the hired van, we just stayed in MoA. We ate our lunch there and roamed a little. then, we went to starbucks.. [wee!] and my sis had her planner.. waaaaaa.. i so want that!


we went to MIAA at 7.30 pm, and ate our dinner there. we waited for 3 more hours..


and at last!!


they already came!! but their baggage are not with them yet. the airport crew informed us that my aunt just need to go back to pick up the baggage.


it's almost 3am when we arrived home.. haiz.. i'm so tired already.. but they still opened the balikbayan boxes she sent before as door-to-door. so.. i had so many pasalubongs!! haha.

it's already 5 am.. and all of us needed some rest. :)

16th year of Christmas..

december 25


woot. my 16th Christmas!! wahaw. the morning part was actually boring for me, because I just watched TV and see all of the children go to our house and look for my mom.. and of course, my two godchildren, Wyett and Aaliyah. :]


erm.. we went to MoA at 11am.. shocks. could you imagine.. we arrived in Baclaran at 4pm?? waaaaaa. we are super hungry.. so we just ate at Lydia's LEchon before going to the mall.:]

when we arrived there, we accompanied my sister in Ricky Reyes for my Christmas gift for her is haircut. after that, we just stood by and watch the people walk on the aisle of North bound. then, we went to the movie house to watch "Ang Tanging Ina Nyong Lahat". there was even a commotion that happened. but it was fun!!

after watching the movie, we tried to wait for vehicles so we could go home. we rode the baby bus and tricycle. and after that, i went straight to bed. :]

kleen!

december 24


waaaaaah. starting last december 22, we have been cleaning our house.. and we have just finished today!! waaaaaa.. so tired. tsktsktsk.


anyway. i hate it. it has been my first time to be invited in her house just for... nothing. it's simply because we want to talk to each other. but... i could not go. i won't be permitted for we had this general cleaning. sad. super sad. i missed the moment.:(


haiz. it is the Christmas tomorrow, and I could not feel it. I wonder why. i don't have this urge to greet everyone a merry Christmas, for it is not that merry for me. but still, i did manage to do such. hehe.


whew. got to rest now. I'm still excited for what will happen tomorrow. :]

closer.

december 20


i woke up at 5.30 am to prepare for everything for we are going to Carmona today. hehe. i am actually excited for it is my first time to participate in such activity. :)

we went there, waited for our turn, performed and watched the other schools from cavite perform also. after that, we proceeded to a school for the exchange gift of GSPs.


we went to sm dasma to eat lunch. then, we roamed around for a while, and traveled home. i was so happy for it is the first time that someone talked to me that long, and i was so comfortable while talking to her.


i even went to her house and extended my stay there while we are exchanging stories. i am super happy. promise. :]


anyway.. thanks for the buco salad and tuna sandwich spread. i love it. :]]

a thousand miles away from you. :(

december 19.


woot!! paaaaarty!!!



erm.. i woke up late. ouch. our call time is 6am so that we will do the final touches for our performance.. but again, I WOKE UP LATE!! shocks. and besides, nica texted me and asked for back-up for they could not finish making the sandwiches. so i rushed in fixing myself and go straight to mam may's house. i helped them and after that, we cleaned the house and tried to get everything we need for the said event.

we performed. but i think, only some are pleased with our dance. but who cares? at least we gave everything we could. i think they just could not understand what we wanted to portray in the said performance.

after dancing, i went to our room to watch the practice of the carolers. i find them cute though. haha.


kaboom. strike three, one down! we were beaten again by the third years. haha. but it's just fine for us. at least, we are just enjoying what we are doing onstage. :)


in the afternoon, we did everything we could to make the Senior's last Christmas party in CNSHS a very memorable one. we had some games, and we awarded prizes. after that, four-eners ate our food inside the room. haha. it was very fun. :)


after eating and cleaning our room, we proceeded to the awarding of the patola awards. we were so happy that time. hahahaha! but we have to cut it first for we have flag retreat.


the retreat was fun though. i bonded with most of my co-officers, and the people whom i am close to in the lower years. i gave them a super warm hug. :)

i proceeded to the room for the exchange gift. then, i just suddenly saw jasper in our room. shocks. my tears rolled on my cheeks. i am really gonna miss him. A LOT. i even hugged him for many times. waaaaa. i really love him so much. :'(

i went to SALIW room after because we need to have our last practice and meeting for our performance in Carmona tomorrow for GSP. hahaw.


i am really gonna miss jasper. i would really do. :((

preparations.s.s.s.s.s.

december 18.


wahaw. no classes. erm. why? because it is the first screening of the incoming freshies on SY 2009-2010. shocks. it made me feel like we are really going out of the school.. and i still don't want it to happen.


hmm. we met in school for our general rehearsal for SALIW's presentation for tomorrow. [by the way, it is Christmas party tomorrow. :)]

we tried everything to make the performance a BOOM. [for some reasons i prefer not to tell you. XP]

before finishing the entire dance, i saw danica approaching. she went there so that she could go to mam may's house after because we need to prepare for the sandwiches and the buco salad.


after the practice, we immediately go to mam may's house. i texted betchie so she could also go there and help. after making the buco salad, we ate our dinner. but unfortunately, my mom is already bugging me to go home. how sad. x[


i just rested when i arrived home. :)

Monday, January 19, 2009

am i real? or i'm the only one who thinks that i'm genuine?

december 14.

Since my cousin-in-law's sister is to be married today, we went to Batangas. We went to Alfonso first to fetch our relatives and to accompany my cousin to go to Royale Tagaytay for his OJT.

I greeted Shaider happy anniversary. Though still having second thoughts of greeting him, i still did. FOr whatever reason i do not know.

HE never did reply. shocks. i was hurt. for i think that i am just the one who thinks that we're best friends. i think he doesn't.


the hell. why would he even care for me? shocks. why do i still hope for it. i know that i should not. i should stop.