Set goals for a better life.

October 12, 2008

I don’t want to elaborate on this much, but I want to place it on my blog. I feel guilty and angry whenever I am thinking of this event. I lost. For the second time. Sheez. I am not worthy to compete in this contest. I hate it so much. Mam Lenny told me that it is because my attention is divided and I don’t set my priorities. And I realized that she is correct. I need to know my goals. But I actually don’t know how.

Shaider has the right to tell those words to me. “ Andami-dami mo kasing sinasalihan… Hindi mo na naiisip kung anung uunahin mo…” Those words penetrated into me. I was deeply hurt. But I don’t have the right. He is correct.

By the words these two people told me, I woke up. I need to set priorities. I need to know which is more important. But… I still can’t decide. 