erm.. So tired of going to school. So much responsibilities.. But though, I'm happy. But frankly speaking, I am not that eager to go to school everyday. I hate it. I prefer playing fresbo all day. Before. it is because of our friends, especially shai. But now, nothing's new. Everyday is always a normal day. Hate it. Shocks.
In contrast to the idea stated above, I basically like some of the new events. Dana and I are somewhat close already. I like her. I feel secured whenever I am with her, Danica and Mam May. hehe. I am actually enjoying our lunch times.. :)
So tired. Molecules [DSPC and stupid schedule of intrams], SALIW [october 3 and stupid intrams again],.. But I enjoy being busy. At least, I could divert my attention away from my problems.. haha.^^
I miss my Dad. Although I feel wrath towards him, I still love him. He's still my dad. I am excited for the end of September. Except from his promise to me, I will see him. I suddenly felt my longingness for a father. I really do hope for that encounter. I miss him so much.
so tired. need rest. even a week. hoping. having faith. loving you. hurt. cry. laugh.defense mechanism.
kyrkyr, stop now.
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