selp-is-ness.

"You can call me selfish for all I want is your love..."

I miss Danica. She was not around this day for she took an entrance exam in San Juan de Dios College. Shocks. >.<

Haiz. I hate this day. Early in the morning, I had the urge to go home early. I wan t to talk to Kuya Mike, Kuya Zen, Kuya Teng, Kuya Tep and Ate Anne. Even if we just met in the VIRTUAL WORLD called Fresbo, I fell like I'm in heaven whenever I am talking to them. I feel so happy bacause they make me forget all my burdens in life. They reall y act like my older siblings and I am their bunso. I am just so sad that I could not to eith them on September 27 in Festival Mall. I don't have money, and i know that my mother won't permit me. Besides, responsibilities in school won't permit me either. SAD.

Speaking of responsibilities, I am the Vice President for Members of SALIW but the Sports Editor of The Molecules. I am squeezed by the pressure. Up to now, I still don't know what to prioritize.

If I am going to SALIW, it will be a big shame for me because I have attended SALIW for almost two months and not attending even a single Saturday for Molec.

If I am going to Molecules meeting, there will be a reaudition for SALIW members. I don't want to be expelled from the group. Besides, it will also be a shame for Mam May.


I really don't know what to do.. shocks. I'm scared for wrong decisions. Sick and tired of meeting them. HELP!!